I'm feeling kind of discouraged today. Rough morning with Ethan, depressed about how I look in my bathing suit that I have to wear in public tomorrow. Got lots of rejection letters on the review blog (in fact that's all I've gotten in weeks, not sure the blog is going to make it much longer), which is so frustrating, because I've been working so hard on writing what I thought were good, thoughtful reviews. And now there's some mix-up over payment on a sponsored post. It wasn't a lot of money, but things are tight right now and every bit makes a difference.
And my house is a mess and I just totally overreacted to Ethan shoving a nutrigrain bar into the cracks of the dining room table. So now he's in his room crying. I will go apologize as soon as I calm down.
I'm so tired. I know it'll get better, that it's just the end of a long week. Just praying for patience for the next 6 hours.