Seriously. Sobbing. And the scheduling lady at the clinic thinks I'm insane because I started crying and told her I had to go.
I just want to have a doctor who understands all these stupid complications I have going on. Who knows how much medication I'm taking and the problems that I went through last time and everything. If I wait for my doctor, I'll be going 6+ weeks between appointments and I'm pretty sure I need to start seeing the hypertension clinic fairly soon.
Ethan keeps crying too, because he doesn't understand what's going on and why mommy is crying.
I am sure I'm just being an overly hormonal, overly tired pregnant woman and that things will be fine and the new doctor will be fine and everything will be great. But I still cant stop crying. I need a break.